Just Dream: March 2007

Saturday, March 31, 2007

I am very stress now.

Help.

Scribbled by P.wen at 3:55 PM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Life's been busy. Having my 5th week for Block 5, and 6th week will be the last. Assignments for G & C courses are piling up. No time to get into some serious studying at all. Again, Block 5 EOB down the drain perhaps. =( It's all about time and stress management now. Wanting to achieve the best out of everything I do is quite hard, especially when you have so many tasks to juggle with now. *sigh*

Guess i haven't blogged about my hair. One week ago i went to highlight my hair. i did it out of impulse. To be frank, I was in a very very foul mood that very day and I made up my mind to highlight my hair in few minutes. (normally it'd take days.) When i realised what i was doing, i was already at the saloon half way through the process already. But no regrets! I spent RM 100 on everything. The outcome is rather obvious. Received some positive negative comments. One said i look more "lala" now. Grrr.. wanna bite his head off when i heard that. Anyway, nasi sudah jadi bubur. I'd just have to accept my new look eh ? (photos next time)

2 days ago i had a chinese new year celebration at my fac. It was fun! Looking back at the photos made me feel rather sweet. =D I dressed up as an indian since i was on of the ushers that night. Borrowed a Sari from my indian coursemate and it was fun wearing em (tho i felt a bit sexy exposing my back and shoulder tat night =P) And out of the blue, i actually won 3rd place for the calligraphy competition. WOW. Really a big surprise that night for me. All in all, it was a great night!

Nicest group photo ever! Cheers.

Scribbled by P.wen at 12:57 AM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Utterly disappointed by myself.

I expected more than a B-.

Turn my mood upside down the moment i see the alphabet B- beside my matrix number on the notice board.

Ah. disappointment. i hate disappointment.

Oh well. Try harder next time. =(

Scribbled by P.wen at 8:13 PM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Friday, March 16, 2007

Random Pics again.

And so quiz is over. For the first time i woke up at 2 am to study, until the moment i went into the examination hall. Perhaps I'm expecting something out of myself this time. Sadly, with all the preparation i've done for the past few days, it did not make me feel anydifferent from the previous quiz. Still feel so doomed.

This word reads "SHI". It was made out of Mandarin Oranges, part of the programme during the Chap Goh Meh celebration at my coursemate's house. =D

Night at siang siang. Not exactly the best place to have supper tho. Went yam cha with my kawan the other day. Very the smoky. =(

And i went to Bla Bla Bla last night. Only for a drink tho. My friend (as shown on the pic above) ordered Lamb Chop which costed arond RM 25. But heck, look at the portion and the plate. It's actually times 3 of my friend's face. O.o And it actually tasted quite nice!!! Bravo.

Feel so lazy now. Gonna have PBL discussion and english exam tomolo and report to be handed in next week. I hate all these tight schedules. And yea, congrats to all STPMers. Great result from SMK Green Road. May We Grow As One.

Gonna start procrastinating now. See ya.

Scribbled by P.wen at 10:47 AM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

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1.16 am.

Despite how physically and mentally tired i am now, I'm still awake. 2 more days to quiz, and it ain't enough for me to remember all the 10 pathways we learnt for the past 2 weeks. Bad sign. I'm expecting something out of myself this time. Hopefully I won't get the same result like block 1, 2 , 3, 4. =( I need a change. Very sick and tired of getting the same result over and over again. Exerting a small amount of pressure on myself once a while won't hurt i guess.

I actually feel so weak typing this. I want to rest. But still, i feel the need to get back to my books .

I have to work hard. I need to work hard. I must work hard.

Scribbled by P.wen at 1:16 AM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Disappointment hits me real hard this time.

I'm so not myself now. I'm upset. boo.

Scribbled by P.wen at 7:31 PM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Saturday, March 10, 2007

I'm so worn out these days. Pending assignments and tasks are accumulating. I feel so tired already. Quiz is next week and how i wish i can just forget all those junks and concentrate on my quiz.

But cannot. =(

Just so tired.

Scribbled by P.wen at 5:57 PM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Now i need an ear plug.

I'm sick and tired of those demoralizing and unconstructive comments. Fed up of those criticises people give.

I ain't hearing them again.

It makes me really sick. and it pisses me off.

Gggrrrr...

Scribbled by P.wen at 12:47 PM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

If only there's this eraser , which can...

... rub away all ur pain.
... rub away all ur sadness.
... erase all the unwanted memories.

How nice can it be.

Just a thought.

Scribbled by P.wen at 11:58 PM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Full Force Ahead!

Feeling great now. Cos...

Managed to finish all my assignments so much earlier. =) Feel free now. Can focus on my studies.
Got my pay for working part time.
Had fun catching up with friends.
Being there for friends when they need me makes me feel great too. =)
life's simply wonderful!

Hope it's the same to you too! = )

Scribbled by P.wen at 2:18 PM | Permalink | Voices Heard

Just Dream

Nothing is as real as a dream. The world can change around you, but your dream will not. Because the dream is within you, no one can take it away. You need to live up to your dreams.