Saturday, December 30, 2006

; (

I'm not so happy.

Facing my relationship crisis. Might be the end.

Sometimes letting go can be very very painful. Saying goodbye to someone you really love can be even more painful.

My thoughts are clouded. I don't really know what choice to make. I hate regrets.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Lectures vs Movies



Going to lectures is just like going for a dull movie. Whoever arrives early will get a good seat. All you need to do is sit there and stare at the screen, and listen to the sound effect of your honorable profs talking in a monotonous way, but make sure u silent ur phone before the movie starts. Even the air conditioning in the lecture hall is similiar to the ones at cinema. Feel free to sleep, but just don snore, or it'll bother the other audiences.

Only thing is, no popcorns and Cokes allowed. Hmm..

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Worried

First day of uni wasn't as bad as I thought. Despite my lousy EOB result =( , I'm still glad that I had one of my friends talking to me now. And not to mention a few of my coursemates asking me .
What happen to your hair.. ? =.=

Mind u, i can definitely win the "Most Drastic Change Award" if such thing exists.

But still... I can't find a way to be happy like i should. There's no way one can be happy when her heart is so worried about someone. Someone's who's so far away, ........ as far as Russia.
Sigh.

Monday, December 25, 2006

I'm back .. for REAL!!

Yes I'm back!!!

Sorry for hiatus. It's been weeks since my last post, my longest hiatus since i started blogging. First there's EOB, then it's KL trip, and today's my last day of holiday! *sniff sniff*

A lot happened lately. I lost two of my good friends because of my blog, that explains my fear of blogging. I'm very sorry for what happened. I sincerely apologize, but i'll understand if things will never be the same again. My bad , my fault. I'm sorry. This is the reason why i even considered to stop blogging once and for all. But after reading those comments from my previous post and some words from others, I decided to carry on with what i love best. But this time, with much cautious i guess, since I donno who's reading my blog now and then. Still, I'm saying sorry again if my blog have offended anyone before. So.. sorry.

So it's christmas today. No plans, no outings, no presents until now. The only plan i'm gonna have for this special day will be to head to Richmond to have a candle light dinner with my coursemate. It's a her. So don think bukan bukan. XD How i wish i can have all my old friends with me on this day and do sth merry. And Alan's not around too. =( Not so merry. But lonely.

I went to KL from 18 Dec to 21 Dec. It wasn't enough!! i wish i could stay longer, but since i'm staying over at my friend's house, so I don't think it's right for me to take up all his holiday to bring me around KL. So, it's only a short 4 day trip. And this kl trip was all about...... SHOPPING! but heck, not enough time. I only manage to go Mid Valley and 1 utama. So un-syok. i din't really get heaps and heaps of clothes cos i'm only looking for formal clothes that i can wear to lectures. Anyway, i'm really really grateful to my west-m'sia friends especially LHN, TMM, and LSR for their hospitality!!! Thank you thank you!! Thanks for bringing me to places like Secret Recipe, RotiBoy, and burger king! Great experience for me. I'm aiming for Johor or Sabah next year. Hohoho.

Uni starts tomolo. How sad. It'll mark the beginning of my 4th block. Another dry-dull-lame-8- week. Sigh. It's only half a year and i'm starting to get tired of this routine life. But thanks to nice friends who's always there to make things fun.

And I've made a drastic change. I'm no longer have my long hair. I'm back to short hair again, just like form 4. UGHHhh... it's not what i want. But nasi sudah jadi bubur. So much complains, grumblings, mumblings, ramblings won't bring back my long hair. Just quiet quiet wait for it to grow back again. Sniff sniff. *it's really short... !! * T_T

Another 6 more days and it's the end of 2006. Time flies. What awaits me in 2007... ?

Coming up next : My resolution. =)
For now, photos !



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Left : With my old friends at Damai Lagoon. Right : With my coursemate at airport.Before flying to KL!!!
Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Christmas tree at MidValley. PWeeetty.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

I'm sorry to all those constant readers out there. I've met a few friends who were so eager to know what happened to my blog. I'm touched. You see, i din't really wanna shut down my blog.

A lot of things happened right before i closed down my blog. Up till now, i'm still hesitating if i should continue blogging. I seriously love blogging. I've been blogging since 3 years ago. I see it as a way to de-stress myself all the time, my companion who listens to all my rumbling. I never use it as a way to bad mouth people or watever. It's just purely my not-so-personal diary.

Sigh. Right now, i feel like i have so much to tell.

Anyways, EOB on monday morning. And i'll be flying to KL right after that for 4 days. Time to unwind.. and relax.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

My blog's under renovation at the time being. I estimate it to be down until after christmas. Need to get a new skin for it... and would take sometime to mess with the codes. No time to do so since i'm having 2 major exam coming up and flying to KL right after that. So stay tune readers. I'm attempting to give this blog a face lift. Cheers.

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